Un abrazo entre amantes

Resta ancora qui, non dividermi

Beautiful things believe their own
narrative, the narrative that makes them
 
beautiful. 

Maggie Smith
I carried my fear of the world
and it became my teacher.
I carried it, and it repaid me
by teaching me how to carry it.

Maggie Smith
Document
Maggie Smith

The day is winter bright. I blink against it.
Each time the sun glints in my eyes,
each time I close my lids & let them go

orange & freckled with light,
my mind files it into a folder
that contains every other time

it’s happened before: folders nested
inside folders going back, I imagine,
to one morning standing in my crib,

waiting for my mother to reach down
& lift me out, the sun keeping me
company until her arms appeared.

In the file: sun, sun_2, sun_3,
sun_75, sun_700. Each a document
I can return to & open, even revising

old experience with new thinking.
As if the eye has its own memory—
not the mind’s eye but the eye’s mind—

cataloging material it claims as its own.
Cataloging as long as I live. Sun_7000,
sun_final, sun_final_revised, sun_final_final.
How dialogue can bend grammar for effect:

SIMON
Nah, nah, nah, I got you.

JANELLE
Do you? Do you got me? Bye.

Wonder Man, S01E02
how my brain works

laicismos imprecisos
- paulo rosenbaum
Dejarás atrás las imágenes del dolor y del laberinto
y olvidarás.

- Roberto Bolanõ
Ahora tiemblas, pero tal vez
mañana todo empiece de nuevo.

- Roberto Bolanõ
Duerme abismo mío, los reflejos dirán
que el descomprimiso es total
pero tú hasta en sueños dices que todos
estamos comprometidos que todos
merecemos salvarnos

Roberto Bolanõ