My soul, you’re close by,
    not in me,
we ought to get together,
    I miss you

Etel Adnan
It is true that the mind splits itself in order not to be just in touch with itself, but to move ahead and attend other businesses. It was said that the imagination is the intermediary between us and the platonic ideas.

Etel Adnan
The real requires patience. “The love that moves the sun and other stars” never wears a mask: It’s available. It’s generous, too. And let’s be as resilient as it is.

Etel Adnan
Being appears, and withdraws. In Nietzsche’s view, it returns.
Etel Adnan
Comprehensibility has nothing to do with the real.
Etel Adnan
I don’t want to forget
anything
but the mind

exercises its mercy
despite me.

Matt Rader
I’d been visited
by the ghost of the continuous present,
by which I mean revisited,

Matt Rader
L.E.S. Girl
 
I am futurity's silent ebb, 
1 am silentium's future flow

- Velimir Khlebnikov
You still have not understood that my word 
Is a god howling in a cage.
 
- Velimir Khlebnikov
A solução está em ler mais, e não em ler menos.
- Ana Maria Machado em Roda Viva (13/07/2026)
GREG
God's not gonna let us die here.

DENISE
Greg, you only go to church at Christmas, 
and now you're talking to the kids about God?

“All their works are performed to be seen” (Matthew 23:5).
The border says Stop to the wind, but the wind speaks another
      language, and
             keeps going.

Alberto Ríos
How easy to spend a day writing a poem,
How hard to spend a life writing a thousand.

Alberto Ríos
eyes fluttering
after reading and having turned off the lamp

- alberto ríos
The tree: I
Cannot see it. The leaves do not want me to

So that when I say I see the tree,
It is the leaves I am talking about.

The tree—I don’t know. I don’t know.
Truthfully, it could be up to anything.

Alberto Ríos
The sap of strangeness inside us
- Alberto Ríos
A house finch and a cup of coffee,
Me sitting at the table and looking through the window:

They are something I see and something I taste
At exactly the same moment. Perhaps

Right then, the coffee and the bird are the same.
I drink the small finch

And see the coffee floating out
Into the horizon. It is morning, after all,

And things are so easily confused,
Being still so close to dream.

Alberto Ríos
brega no volume máximo

WHAT AESTHETIC IS SILENCE? 
Sina Queyras
Don’t worry about me, my dear,
I’ve had enough death. It’s life I want, life,
More and more life.

Sina Queyras
When the truth raps too close I go fragment
Sina Queyras
What makes Plath Plath? The Colossus? All buttoned
Down and enjambed? Ariel’s biting through? The corset
Burst? Rising at once to bird height and anticipating
The crash? Syllables one on another’s heels? Becoming?
Eternity bores me, you write in ‘Years,’ I never wanted it.
What did you want? The piston in motion – my soul dies
Before it, and the hooves of the horses, their merciless churn.
The rude imagery in a rush, a burst from stasis, the mind
On a leash, blood berries dying to fly. ‘These last poems
Stun me,’ Anne Sexton says. ‘They eat time.’

‘The Ariel poems trace the short trajectory from being close
To wanting nothing, to wanting nothing,’ Janet Malcolm claims.
‘The journals and letters trace Plath’s struggle against clinical
And existential depression.’ Her ‘relentlessly humourless vision
Of herself as the heroine of a great drama gives her journal a verve
And a lustre that the journals of more restrained … writers
Lack …’ In other words, Malcolm notes, they are the various
Manic defences offered by a romantic imagination.

We are either victims of our imagination or our lack
Of imagination: either way, with or without
Adequate containment, we appear to be victims.

I am many separate things
that disagree with one another
and that is ok.

 translations of the same story
- jen campbell
I don’t know how to answer. I know what I think, but words in the head are like voices underwater. They are distorted.

Jeanette Winterson
The starting-point of critical elaboration is the consciousness of what one really is, and is “knowing thyself” as a product of the historical processes to date, which has deposited in you an infinity of traces, without leaving an inventory…. Therefore it is imperative at the outset to compile such an inventory.

- Antonio Gramsci
Você foi o único que fez com que eu me sentisse fraca.
Mas estranhamente eu me sinto confortável... como se eu pudesse aceitar essa fraqueza.

What do I have to say
to myself?

My username
is invalid.

- Rae Armantrout
Low sun illuminates
a row of amber
pill bottles,

half full.

- Rae Armantrout
Passing obliquely
through the interface,

desire is refracted.

Rae Armantrout
Vale do Silêncio
- Rashid
And to represent the storm accurately you must first show the clouds scattered and torn, and flying with the wind, accompanied by clouds of sand blown up from the sea shore, and boughs and leaves swept along by the strength and fury of the blast and scattered with other light objects through the air. […] Let the sea be rough and tempestuous and full of foam whirled among the lofty waves, while the wind flings the lighter spray through the stormy air, till it resembles a dense and swathing mist.

- Leonardo da Vinci, The Notebooks of Leonardo Da Vinci, trans. Jean Paul Richter, vol. I, 1888, § 606, “How to Represent a Tempest.”
A friend is a second self. 
- Cicero 
All my life I’ve tried to lessen what stands 
between my heart and the world, between my 
mind and the sky, between my eye and your eye. 

Mark Nepo
They say I’m 
too quiet, but words 
taste like armor. 

Mark Nepo
Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart.
Rainer Maria Rilke
If you are never disappointed, 
how can you know 
the reaches of your heart. 

If you are never in doubt, 
how can you know 
the ceiling of your mind. 

If you are never empty, 
how can you know 
the fullness of your spirit. 

Mark Nepo
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting.
Rudyard Kipling
Love bade me welcome: yet my soul drew back.
Guilty of dust and sin.
- George Herbert

Love tried to welcome me
But my soul drew back
Guilty of lust and sin
- Madonna
I will not cease from Mental Fight
William Blake
THÉO
Acho que me senti seguro com você. Não pensei em nada, me senti bem, tranquilo e feliz.
Agora parece irracional, mas fazia sentido.

HUGO
Sim, fazia sentido. Entre nós havia algo evidente. Nos desejamos. Nos desejamos tão forte...
Não nos demos conta. O desejo é estúpido. Mas é bom que me desejes como eu te desejo.

em algum lugar eu existo separado dessa página
essa gaiola de sons & signos

fernanda drummond
paisagem:1
fernanda drummond

aolongodohorizontecresciaumalinhainquebráveldeárvores
For he looks happy & doesn’t know I’m looking & that makes his
happiness free.

Chen Chen
My weakness is that I listen.
Chen Chen
every step carrying the love who left, the love you left
- chen chen
I’m envious of the clouds who can from time to time
fall completely apart & everyone just says, It’s raining,

& someone might even bring cats & dogs into it,
no one says, Stop being so dramatic or You should see
a professional.

Chen Chen
Hamlet hirsute 
Terese Svoboda

Who goes there? Hamlet
hirsute, furred as an old pickle,
dragging the skull as toy.

His chest hair waves:
To be or not? or Tis nobler—
whatever. Check the curtain.

Spy vs. spy vs. spy—
we’re community, all healthy
curiosity. Ophelia doesn’t sleep,

she circles her bowl,
eyes alert to all sides,
I’s everywhere.

When nine of the elect
stand on chairs, we ask:
How high are those chairs?

They grow so old whispering
their lips whisker,
their tongues shake.

If we didn’t have ears—
Instead they say
How soon can we sit?
Querido diário, 

Uma tese de doutorado que eu poderia ter lido há 18 anos, só li agora. 
Entendo como a pessoa que a escreveu ficou desapontada. A tese é linda.

Trocando a palavra pronome pela palavra amor, termino a leitura assim: 
O amor não deve ser tratado como uma unidade indivisível.

Me desculpe o atraso, pessoa.

- AR
E tantos universos são esquecidos
Quem são os grandes esquecedores
Quem vai nos fazer esquecer essa ou aquela parte do mundo?

- Guillaume Apollinaire citado em O Encanto dos Marinheiros Azuis (1975)
A própria recusa da moda vira, em si, uma moda: e é comoditizada, vira dinheiro.
- Luiz Felipe Pondé, Linhas Cruzadas (13/08/2026)

Não vejo que o humanismo, nas suas possíveis acepções, implique necessariamente na ideia ou na crença de progresso moral ou de perfectibilidade humana.

A ideia de progresso moral vem sendo discutida na filosofia desde Platão, como, aliás, quase tudo. E, no século XIX, você tem o que talvez seja o século de ouro da crença na perfectibilidade humana e na ideia de progresso moral. Ela aparece tanto no utilitarismo do John Stuart Mill — ali seria incremental e graças à educação: o ser humano se tornaria moral e intelectualmente cada vez mais aperfeiçoado —, quanto também no marxismo.

Eu posso dizer, com tranquilidade, que o século XX foi muito cruel com as expectativas de utilitaristas e marxistas em relação à maleabilidade e à plasticidade da natureza humana. Tivemos avanços importantes no campo da moral e das relações humanas, basta mencionar a questão de gênero — as mulheres sequer votavam até a Primeira Guerra Mundial.

Mas, depois das experiências desastrosas da primeira metade do século XX, como foram o fascismo, o nazismo e as guerras mundiais, e depois desses retrocessos que nós estamos acompanhando mais recentemente, mais ligados à ascensão de uma extrema direita muito retrógrada no campo dos costumes, eu acho que fica muito difícil alimentar maiores expectativas em relação a essa noção de perfectibilidade humana.

O humanismo não depende dela. Colocar o ser humano no centro das preocupações do próprio homem e a dignidade humana como alguma coisa decisiva na nossa reflexão sobre o mundo não implica acreditar em progresso moral ou perfectibilidade humana.

- Eduardo Giannetti, Linhas Cruzadas (13/08/2026)

THAÍS
Há uma diferença fundamental entre o Nietzsche e o Cioran [mesmo sendo, os dois, extemporâneos]. Qual é essa diferença, Pondé?

PONDÉ
O Cioran traz o debate da utopia política como uma grande ilusão, com relação à história, porque o caráter extemporâneo dele aparece principalmente em não crer no progresso político e social. 
E o Nietzsche é constantemente acusado, apesar de ter feito todo esse movimento do extemporâneo, de ter produzido uma utopia, que é o próprio super-homem.

Linhas Cruzadas (13/08/2026)
Even if you have no reason to get up in the morning, you will.
- John Gray
When you return / I will trade my face / For your mirror.
Shangyang Fang
The ruling ideas are nothing more than the ideal expression
of the dominant material relationships, the dominant material relationships
grasped as ideas, said Marx.

Shangyang Fang
The young boys’ beauty pains me, sharp-tasting like new lemons
is a line from Adélia Prado that I would like to use for my epitaph.

Shangyang Fang
A lonely destiny in abandoned rooms
Georg Trakl
A silence is living in the empty windows
Georg Trakl
no volume máximo

Perguntei-lhe sobre o futuro,
se ainda o vê luminoso.

Li demasiados livros de história
— respondeu.

Wisława Szymborska
Perguntem, e eu lhes explicarei como puder:
o que é isso de ver com os olhos,
para que bate meu coração
e por que meu corpo não tem raízes.

Mas como responder a perguntas não feitas,
se além disso se é alguém
que para vocês é tão ninguém.

Wisława Szymborska
Dois causos
AR

I
Certa vez, menino Júnior me ouviu dizer, por causa da situação difícil em que eu me encontrava: “Estou no olho do furacão”.

Nisso, ele me disse:
— Você sabe que o olho do furacão é onde não tem movimento, é um espaço vazio, né?

O semblante dele era de quem acabara de desconstruir um ditado popular, e ficou muito contente com a descoberta.

Estar no olho do furacão é, de fato, não estar no giro — naquele giro que depois nos cospe para longe, às vezes até a morte. Mas esse lugar não está vazio. Está cheio de ansiedade. Quem está no centro precisa tentar prever para que lado o furacão vai se mover. É uma espécie de dança caótica: ou acerto a direção e continuo no centro, ou sou levado pela espiral.

Sobreviver ao furacão, vá lá.

Ao julgamento do menino Júnior, já não sei.


II
Num outro momento, menino Júnior me disse que acreditava numa revolução próxima, na qual as minorias tomariam o poder e subjugariam a burguesia.

Eu, já de uma certa idade, perguntei se ele havia lido A Revolução dos Bichos, de Orwell.

Ele balançou a cabeça que não. Disse que tivera uma vida muito dura e pouco tempo para leitura.

Resumi o livro para ele e perguntei se queria que eu o emprestasse.

Não quis. Disse que havia entendido o que eu queria dizer e que era a mesma história de A Fuga das Galinhas.

O filme é muito bom, claro. Mas conta a história de uma revolução até ela acontecer. Termina com as galinhas livres, sem que saibamos muito bem o que farão com a liberdade. Naquela época, ainda não havia a segunda parte do filme.

A Revolução dos Bichos é mais sobre o que acontece depois: como se lida com a liberdade, como se ocupa o poder e o que se faz quando se chega a ele.

Mas preferi não explicar isso ao menino Júnior.

Achei bonito ele acreditar que os humanos — sejam porcos ou galinhas — podem mudar.
(...) às vezes eu olhava para ela [minha avó] e a pegava sorrindo, abrindo a boca para dizer palavras apenas para dentro dela mesma, entregue à moleza que nos fazia estar no presente e no passado ao mesmo tempo, como se desta maneira pudéssemos evitar o futuro incerto, que ninguém sabia onde ou como seria.

- Ana Maria Gonçalves, Um Defeito de Cor, Kehinde
Sem caso
AR

eu
não necessariamente eu

um pronome
sem posição

uma forma
à espera de contexto

se me chamam
sou eu

se me movem
sou me

se me deixam sozinho
sou mim

mas sempre dêitico
Assimetria
AR
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Sincretismo
AR

eu, sendo maximamente subespecificado,
pode aparecer em muitos contextos

caso seja decomposto
em traços

acusativos dativos
oblíquos ablativos

agree match φ

eu me mim fim
semioteca

silence splintering
arthur yap
i’m not very sure
of the heuristics of such phrases:
‘social interaction’ & ‘behavioural objectives’,
which i hear often

arthur yap
splinters of sunlight, filtering through a paulownia
suave wind
arthur yap
words were on the lake; sea-mews spanning circles,
arthur yap
when one wonders how to begin to talk
about something, the word swallows the world.
the word comes close to carrying its own ontology,

arthur yap
Language is the house of Being.
Martin Heidegger
a rule of eyes: be careful in the search
of adventure, it’s very easy to find.

arthur yap
How many false things
have I realized

each one a small
joy.

Rae Armantrout
Husbands and Wives (1992) → Sentimental (2020) → The Invite (2026)
If beauty is what matters,
we’ll enjoy it

for nothing, from nowhere,

no matter who
is gone.

- Rae Armantrout
What is the meaning of disquiet?

How does it differ
from anxiety

commotion?

- Rae Armantrout
Question:

How are beauty
and meaning
connected?

Beauty seduces meaning.
Meaning stalks beauty.

Beauty breaks down
into meaning.

Meaning breaks down
into dreams.

- Rae Armantrout
Do I believe
that formulating
a problem
in the starkest
possible way
while making strange
and conspicuous
word choices
is helpful?

What if the answer
is no?

Rae Armantrout
colonialism broke us, and we’re still figuring out how to love and be 
broken at the same time.

billy-ray belcourt
all that is left is the signified.
billy-ray belcourt
you dreamt me out of existence.
billy-ray belcourt
if i have a name,
let it be the sound his lips make.
there is no word in my language for this.

- billy-ray belcourt
I hear eternity
Is self-forgetting. 

Lynn Xu
Hold on tight.
In the depths of outer space
Is man.

Lynn Xu
theory we’ve confused happiness
with someone being able to say our name to us

- andrew mcmillian
amou as coisas duráveis
quase imortais

zbigniew herbert
ensina-me ó rio a ser teimoso e persistente
zbigniew herbert
mas não tenha raiva aceite
- zbigniew herbert
os filhos não têm culpa merecem gratidão e somos gratos
zbigniew herbert
nada mais restará se perdermos as ruinas
zbigniew herbert
Um cubo de madeira
Zbigniew Herber

Um cubo de madeira só pode ser descrito de fora. Estamos, assim, condenados ao eterno desconhecimento da sua essência. Ainda que rapidamente o partamos ao meio, de imediato seu interior se torna uma parede e segue-se a instantânea transformação do mistério em pele.
Por isso é inexequível a criação da psicologia de uma esfera de pedra, de uma barra de ferro, de um hexaedro de madeira.
Sete anjos
Zbigniew Herber

Toda manhã vêm sete anjos. Entram sem bater. Um deles, com um movimento brusco, tira do meu peito o coração. Encosta nos seus lábios. Os outros fazem o mesmo. Então suas asas murcham e suas faces prateadas tornam-se purpúreas. Vão embora pesadamente batendo os tamancos no chão. Deixam o coração na cadeira como uma panelinha vazia. É preciso enchê-lo durante o dia todo, para que de manhã os anjos não saiam prateados e alados.
diante do espelho a face herdada
saco no qual fermentam carnes antigas
cobiças e pecados medievais
fome e medo paleolíticos

- zbigniew herbert
O amor pode ser, e frequentemente é, tão atemorizante quanto a morte. Só que ele encobre essa verdade com a comoção do desejo e do excitamento. Faz sentido pensar na diferença entre amor e morte como na que existe entre atração e repulsa. Pensando bem, contudo, não se pode ter tanta certeza disso. As promessas do amor são, via de regra, menos ambíguas do que suas dádivas. Assim, a tentação de apaixonar-se é grande e poderosa, mas também o é a atração de escapar. E o fascínio da procura de uma rosa sem espinhos nunca está muito longe, e é sempre difícil de resistir.

Zygmunt Bauman
Pensar tira nossa mente da tarefa em curso, que requer sempre a corrida e a manutenção da velocidade. E na falta do pensamento, o patinar sobre o gelo fino que é uma fatalidade para todos os indivíduos frágeis na realidade porosa pode ser equivocadamente tomado como seu destino.

Zygmunt Bauman
oh time before words
- bell hooks
calming the chaos
tanner olson
it’s all heavy
and fragile

tanner olson
eyes open
accepting

tanner olson
in a season of silence
i’m searching for something
spoken to grasp
to be met with a reminder
that this too will pass

- tanner olson
The Skaters
John Gould Fletcher

Black swallows swooping or gliding,
In a flurry of entangled loops and curves;
The skaters skim over the frozen river.
And the grinding click of their skates as they impinge
   upon the surface
Is like the brushing together of thin wing-tips of silver.
And you O my soul where you stand,
Surrounded, detached, in measureless oceans of space,
Ceaselessly musing, venturing, throwing, seeking the
   spheres to connect them

Walt Whitman
The ineffable mists of the sea clinging to their wild wings
Katherine Mansfield
With a smile that is sad and tender
Ella Wheeler Wilcox
birds of peace and hope and love
- paul laurence dunbar
Droning a drowsy syncopated tune
Langston Hughes
Creeping on, where time has been
Charles Dickens
Under the bludgeonings of chance
William Ernest Henley
In the fell clutch of circumstance
William Ernest Henley
The wanton Boy that kills the Fly
Shall feel the Spiders enmity

William Blake
Anger as soon as fed is dead;
’T is starving makes it fat.

Emily Dickinson
I shot the ALBATROSS.
Coleridge
let dull failure be my vestiture
- oscar wilde
But surely it is something to have been
The best belovèd for a little while

Oscar Wilde
Ae fond kiss, and then we sever;
Ae fareweel, and then forever!

Robert Burns
The thoughts, the hopes, the dreams, the pleasures
Charlotte Brontë
And my lament
Is cries countless, cries like dead letters sent
To dearest him that lives alas! away.

Gerard Manley Hopkins
I am gall, I am heartburn.
Gerard Manley Hopkins
Selfyeast of spirit a dull dough sours.
Gerard Manley Hopkins
Time does not bring relief; you all have lied
Edna St. Vincent Millay
sipping a cup of camomile tea
- katherine mansfield
If only now I could recall that touch,
First touch of hand in hand—Did one but know!

- Christina Rossetti
Love words, mad words, dream words, sweet senseless words
Claude McKay
O, I have bought the mansion of a love
Shakespeare
I'm sorry you feel that way, but thoughts aren't facts. That sense of failure is the result 
of being emotionally exausted. You need to find a moment for yourself. To reflect.

- The Algorithm, Silo (S0306)
On crisis days, I hope for the quick celestial arrival of the unbelievable.
Jackie Sabbagh
You and I, soft asymptotic queers, clasp hands like in a polygonal video game,
pixels clipping in some prismatic simile for real-life, coalescent hope.

- Jackie Sabbagh
Os homens devem se afirmar e o homem não precisa, naturalmente, trazer consigo todo o aparato do machismo clássico, que supõe a inferiorização da mulher ou a imposição do sofrimento da mulher, nem tem que assumir como pecado os pecados novos que são atribuídos ao homem: "Todo homem é um estuprador", "Todo homem é um dominador", "Todo homem é desrespeitoso". Ele não precisa assumir isso.

Então é possível arrumar um outro discurso, uma outra narrativa, uma outra posição emocional para os homens, que seja afirmativa, que passe pela ideia de que aquilo que ele gosta é uma posição conservadora, tradicional — que é o homem protetor, a afirmação da diferença entre o masculino e o feminino.

A questão da igualdade entre homem e mulher na vida doméstica, nas relações enquanto ser humano, ou no trabalho, ela é inegociável. Será que não encontramos aqui um princípio que nós todos podemos trabalhar para defender?

Outra coisa é você apontar o dedo na cara e dizer: "Todo homem é um estuprador, aceite isso. Nos escute. Quer dizer, não é um convite para conversar; é um convite para nos escutar. Nos escute, nós temos o que falar, você não fala nada."

Essa é uma proposição que, do ponto de vista da prudência política, não é vantajosa. Assim como, do ponto de vista democrático, ela é muito autoritária. O conhecimento se dá a partir de princípios que podemos compartilhar.

- Wilson Gomes, Linhas Cruzadas (06/07/2026)
‘Where are you?’
‘In what I say.’

Aimé Césaire
All the time I pray to Buddha
I keep on
     killing mosquitoes.

John Clare
Speaking too much degrades virtue,
No-words is truly effective;
Even though the great ocean should change,
It can never be communicated to you.

Rumi
Stop boasting. Shut up and lose yourself;
there is no greater honor
than losing the ego for love.

St Francis of Assisi
I do not say something has happened,
I do not say nothing has happened.
I will not name it You,
I will not name it I.

Attar of Nishapur
Which shouldn’t exist
in his world,
the one who forgets
or the one
who is forgotten?

Li Qingzhao
yes! radiant lyre speak to me
become a voice

- patacara
faegive mah misanthropy
                            i hae mah reasons

                            as nae doubt ye hae yers

steven bruce
fairest reader
dae ye meander th’ lethargic plains
o’ a joyless existence

steven bruce
fairest reader

discover yersel’
tae be set rite whaur fate
advances ye

- steven bruce
The night sky
and I

discuss the blossoms
of our love.

He tells me of the peony
moon.

I tell him of your laceleaf
heart.

Steven Bruce
A vagueness comes over everything
Amy Clampitt
STEVEN
And we're arriving at a conclusion based on some factors that we can see, 
which is often correlation and not necessarily causation.

STASHA
Correlation. Very important. We all have a belief system.

The Diary of a CEO (July 27, 2026)
Eu tinha vontade de perguntar se ela e a Taiwo também fechavam os olhos 
para ficarem invisíveis. Eu os fechava e tudo desaparecia

- Ana Maria Gonçalves, Um Defeito de Cor, Kehinde
Agora me desfaço em pedaços: que voam feito estilhaços.
Ninguém resiste
A um vento tão violento: preciso gritar.

- Sylvia Plath
Here I am, I do my bit,
though I don’t know what that may be.
If I did I could at least let go of it
and free of it be free of being me.

Patrizia Cavalli
No, love surely isn’t a feeling,
it’s an obsessive line of thought
about the mystery of how we learn.

Patrizia Cavalli
A narcissist no more, vanity gone,
what’s left? A mix of waiting
and headaches. Thoughts fail me,
I drag my feet, my latest sin
sanctity.

Patrizia Cavalli
Too much matter, too much identity.
Patrizia Cavalli
Vacant head. Uninhabited shut woods.
The grass the flowers the pollen the leaves
flying out now through my window.
For now it endures, nature, for now still safe.
This year growing colors crueler than ever.

Patrizia Cavalli
Thinking about you
might let me forget you, my love.

Patrizia Cavalli
News: while at home each object
finds its drawer, its shelf,
I become marginal to myself.
My matter evaporates.

Patrizia Cavalli
Nunca me senti tão profundamente eu como quando me senti nada.
- Fernando Pessoa
The immense weight of your absent body
Patrizia Cavalli
eu sei a medida do meu gesto

não conseguirei lhe ferir,
pois você não é sentimental

você não pensa em mim
e tudo o que tenho é a linguagem

não conseguirei lhe jogar uma pedra
só esta,
que você sequer vai ler

- AR
Someone told me
of course my poems
won’t change the world.

I say yes of course
my poems
won’t change the world.

Patrizia Cavalli
And nothing will be yours except a movement
toward a where that is whereless.

Alejandra Pizarnik
si no entiendo,
si vuelvo sin entender,
habré sabido qué cosa es
no entender.

alejandra pizarnik
nadie es del color
del deseo más profundo.

alejandra pizarnik
Palabra por palabra
tuve que aprender
las imágeries
del último otro lado.

Alejandra Pizarnik
I know that I no longer exist, but what I
don’t know is the thing that lives on in my place.

Alejandra Pizarnik
Father Poseidon, they blinded me. Vengeance, father! 
Vengeance for me. Poseidon! Vengeance for me!

EURYLOCHUS
What was the Siren's song?

ODYSSEUS
All the things you wanted to be and then all the things you wished you never wished for. It was a delicious itch you go to scratch. But you find it's under the skin, you can't reach. So the delicious itch becomes unbearable. It told you what you most want is what you most can't have. And what you most can't have is what you already had. And lost.

PENELOPE
Why would you want to marry someone who loves someone else?

ANTINOUS
Your loyalty to Odysseus is one of your most pious qualities.

Used to displacement, one makes a fetish of abandon.
Pardon me my being, so evasive. Truth is every border is a trap.

Chekwube Danladi
Since claiming absence as a desperate purity, keeping it casual comes true.
Chekwube Danladi
I existed triply: I occupied space. I moved toward the other … and the
evanescent other, hostile but not opaque, transparent, not there, disappeared.

- Franz Fanon
  Lord,
              when you send the rain
              think about it, please,
              a little?
      Do
              not get carried away
              by the sound of falling water,
              the marvelous light
              on the falling water.
          I
              am beneath that water.
              It falls with great force
              and the light
Blinds
              me to the light.

James Baldwin
My name, my pronoun — a grey void.
Alejandra Pizarnik 
and what’s this you’re going to do
i’m going to hide behind language
and why is that
i’m afraid

- alejandra pizarnik
(Don’t let me die
without seeing you again.)

Alejandra Pizarnik
The terrified shapes died and there was no
longer an outside or an inside. No one was listening
to that place because it did not exist.

Alejandra Pizarnik
para ouvir bem baixinho
 
Antes
Alejandra Pizarnik

bosque musical

los pájaros dibujaban en mis ojos
pequeñas jaulas
llévame entre las dulces sustancias
que mueren cada día en tu memoria

alejandra pizarnik
tú me desatas los ojos
y por favor
que me hables
siempre

alejandra pizarnik
En tu aniversario
Alejandra Pizarnik

Recibe este rostro mío, mudo, mendigo.
Recibe este amor que te pido.
Recibe lo que hay en mí que eres tú.
— o que vem à sua cabeça quando
digo a palavra amor?

e ela responde
que amor em japonês
se diz /ai/.

marília garcia
thank You for letting me know what this is like
Franz Wright
Non-existence
D.H. Lawrence

We don’t exist unless we are deeply and sensually in touch 
with that which can be touched but not known. 
Most people, today, are chimaera 
chimerical: 
just fantasies of self-importance 
their own self-importance 
and sphinxes of self-consciousness. 

D.H. Lawrence
A truth should exist,
it should not be used
like this. If I love you

is that a fact or a weapon?

Margaret Atwood
I began to forget myself
in the middle
of sentences.

Margaret Atwood
The moving water will not show me
my reflection.

Margaret Atwood
O que é hoje a internet? Graças ao tal do algoritmo, há um pressuposto narcísico terrível: "Eu gosto de mim", o que é um equívoco fundamental. Eu não gosto de mim. Quando eu abro o meu Spotify, o meu Netflix, o meu Prime... Eu tenho no meu iPhone a rádio do Pedro.

O pressuposto do algoritmo é que eu gosto de mim e me oferece sempre mais de mim mesmo. É a tal da bolha, a formação de mônadas incomunicáveis. Eu fico ouvindo minha rádio e acho que o mundo é eu. Eu fico vendo sempre os mesmos amigos no Instagram e no Facebook, e eu acho que o mundo é eu — o que me torna absolutamente narcísico e intolerante.

Quando eu me defrontar com alguém que não é eu, que pensa diferente, eu vou ficar chocado. Como assim você não é eu? Eu achei que o mundo inteiro fosse eu.

Pedro de Santi, Linhas Cruzadas (30/07/2026)
As pessoas estão se refugiando no diagnóstico [mental ou físico] para não terem que responder às demandas sociais. O nosso narcisismo não é apenas o infantilismo; é uma defesa, é um fechamento defensivo num ambiente traumático, instável.

Pedro de Santi, Linhas Cruzadas (30/07/2026)
Há uma dinâmica narcísica, que é o imediatismo. A medicação [canetas emagrecedoras] vai ser uma forma de eu me desimplicar. Na saúde mental também. Então, não sou eu, é a doença. O narcisismo está aí: na busca pela mágica, e não pela implicação da pessoa na própria subjetividade, no próprio corpo, na própria história — porque eu não me sinto mais capaz de me implicar e produzir resultado na minha vida. É uma grande forma de impotência. Muitos usos de antidepressivos, ansiolíticos e canetas depõem para essa instantaneidade e por essa desistência de si, em última instância.

- Pedro de Santi, Linhas Cruzadas (30/07/2026)
How you die out in me:

down to the last
worn-out
knot of breath
you're there, with a
splinter
of life.

Paul Celan
My future is in my past
I drink the water of Lethe,
My doctor won’t allow me depression

Alexander Pushkin
Psychological critics, do be more precise in your language:
symbols must not be confused with allegorical signs

What we touch is always
an Other: I may fondle
my leg, not Me.

W. H. Auden
When gales assault them,
trees are always astonished,
but never ask why.

W. H. Auden
The glass-lens
desanctified Sight: men believed
they had seen through Nature.

W. H. Auden
Fruit cannot drop through this thick air.
H.D.
Luna lines
Vladimir Nabokov

Spell “night.” Spell “pebbles”: Pebbles in the Night.
Peep, crated chicks on lonely station! This
Is now the ABC of the abyss,
The Desperanto we must learn to write.
low clouds and ennui
- vladimir nabokov
O recollection, piercing beam,
transfigure my exile,
transfix me

Vladimir Nabokov
Você esqueceu de levar o silêncio
quando foi embora. Venha buscá-lo.

- AR
Cheguei cedo à lembrança.
Ela ainda estava acontecendo.

- AR
A verdade apareceu sem avisar.
Pedi que voltasse outro dia; havia muitas certezas em casa.

- AR
O espelho me reconheceu na hora.
Eu demorei um pouco mais.

- AR
o infinito

é o jeito
que o vazio encontrou

de parecer
ocupado

- AR
Roboto, Masters of the Universe (2026)

Everything begins to look around.
Tomas Tranströmer
Weeks go by.
Night comes slowly.
The moths settle on the windowpane:
small pale telegrams from the world.

Tomas Tranströmer
Context
Tomas Tranströmer

Look at the grey tree. The sky has run
through its fibers down in the earth—
only a shrunk cloud is left when
the earth has drunk. Stolen space
is twisted in pleats, twined
to greenery. —The brief moments
of freedom rise in us, whirl
through the Parcae and further.
Silence slowly spiraling up has risen
here from earth’s recesses 

Tomas Tranströmer
Waking up is a parachute jump from dreams.
Tomas Tranströmer
you stretch from east to west
i go north to south
this is also how a plus symbol may appear

- sumita beethi 
Testing limits
Sneha Khaund 

Take a moment
Stretch it like gum
Wrap it over your back
Pull your arms across your stomach
Spread them out to see how far you extend.
s \ l \ i \ c \ e \ m \ y \ m \ i \ n \ d \ i \ n \ t \ o \ p \ i \ e \ c \ e \ s
a n d w a n d e r t h r o u g h r e a l i t y
     //hyper-
     //hyper-
     //seizurely
leisurely
leisurely

- rushati mukherjee
I'm glad the water does not move 
Under the colourless ice of the river

Anna Akhmatova
Day is stopping.
Everything I am feels distant or blank
as the opulent rays pass through me,
distant as action is from thought,
or language is from all things desirable
in the world, when it does not deliver
what it promises and pathos comes instead—
the same pathos I feel when I tell myself,
within or without valid structures of love:
I have been deceived, he is not what he seemed—
though the failure is not in the other,
but in me because I am tired, hurt or bitter.

- Henry Cole
a man alone fills a void with words,
not to be consoling or point to what is good,
but to say something true that has body,
because it is proof of his existence

henry cole
When a man leaves, he leaves looking
For more languages than there are
Tongues.

Jericho Brown 
O God, my mind 
Stretches asunder on this merciless rack
Of imagery! 

Edna St. Vincent Millay
bewildering accuracy of imagination and dream
louise glück
midway between
anticipation and nostalgia

louise glück
There was a time
only certainty gave me
any joy. Imagine—
certainty, a dead thing.

Louise Glück
faltou pouco
para o nome
explicar a coisa

a coisa
quando viu
fugiu

- AR
Literary theory
Ada Limón

Somehow the word
allow is in the word
swallow and in swallow
two wholly different meanings:
one to take in through
the mouth and another
what we call the common
winged gnat hunter who
is, in all probability,
somewhere near us now.
Once, I thought
if I knew all the words
I would say the right thing
in the right way,
instead language became
more brutish: blink twice
for the bird, blink once
for tender annihilation. Who
knows what we are doing as
we go about our days lazily
choosing our languages. Some
days my life is held together
by definitions, some days
I read the word swallow
and all my feathers show.
The quiet machine
Ada Limón

I’m learning so many different ways to be quiet. There’s how I stand in the lawn, that’s one way. There’s also how I stand in the field across from the street, that’s another way because I’m farther from people and therefore more likely to be alone. There’s how I don’t answer the phone, and how I sometimes like to lie down on the floor in the kitchen and pretend I’m not home when people knock. There’s daytime silent when I stare, and a nighttime silent when I do things. There’s shower silent and bath silent and California silent and Kentucky silent and car silent and then there’s the silence that comes back, a million times bigger than me, sneaks into my bones and wails and wails and wails until I can’t be quiet anymore. That’s how this machine works.
my skin slightly
numb with the restraint
of habits

Thom Gunn
Permanecer aqui,
apesar e além.
Estar, mesmo assim,
mesmo sem.

Efeito talvez
da inércia de ser:
mesmo não querendo,
não poder.

Paulo Henriques Britto
Falhei, tá falhado 
e não sе falha mais nisso

oi oi oi
 
Why is the earth angry at heaven?
If there’s a question, is there an answer?

Louise Glück
becoming memory; the mind closing around it
louise glück
How sad to have lost you, to have lost
any chance of actually knowing you
or remembering you over time
as a real person, as someone I could have grown
deeply attached to, maybe
the brother I never had.

Louise Glück
Once you have been there, always the promise of it.
Frank Bidart
Though everything looks as if it is continuing
just as before, it is not, it is continuing
in a new way (sweet lingo O’Hara and Ashbery
teach).

Love
is the manna

that falling

makes you
see

the desert

surrounding you
is a desert.

Makes you think dirt is not where you were born.

Frank Bidart
Each thing generates the Idea

of itself, the perfect thing that it
is, of course, not—

once, a pear so breathtakingly

succulent I couldn’t
breathe. I take back that

“of course.”

Frank Bidart
Whenever Ray Charles sings “I Can’t Stop Loving You”
I can’t stop loving you. 

Frank Bidart
Esconderijo
Ana Martins Marques

Estas são palavras que eu não
deveria dizer
palavras que ninguém
deveria ouvir
que elas permanecessem no silêncio
de onde vêm
no fundo escuro da língua
cheio de doçura e ruídos
com o ranço informulado
dos segredos
por via das dúvidas escondi-as aqui
neste poema
onde ninguém as vai encontrar
Estou atrás
do despojamento mais inteiro
da simplicidade mais erma
da palavra mais recém-nascida
do inteiro mais despojado
do ermo mais simples
do nascimento a mais da palavra.

Ana Cristina Cesar
Palavra não tem lado de dentro
Palavra não mora no que diz
Palavra abre pra fora.

Viviane Mosé
Everything is off-limits.
Everything is unreal.
Everything is lament and let go.

Ada Limón
I cannot tell anymore when a door opens or closes,
I can only hear the frame saying, Walk through.

Ada Limón
Unsure if I am jealous of the web or the fly
Ada Limón
Sometimes I think the memory of an event
is better than the event itself. The way
the retelling of something is satisfying.
That’s why it’s so unsettling when I can’t
remember everything in detail.

Ada Limón
I am obviously unsure of the usefulness
of inevitable things. Even the word
inevitable is awkward and hard to spell.

Ada Limón 
Strange how things in the offing, once they're sensed,
Convert to things foreknown;
And how what's come upon is manifest

Only in light of what has been gone through.

Seamus Heaney
Unsurprisable but still disappointed
Seamus Heaney
Air and ocean known as antecedents
Of each other. In apposition with
Omnipresence, equilibrium, brim.

Seamus Heaney
Deserted harbour stillness.
Seamus Heaney
Where does spirit live? Inside or outside
Things remembered, made things, things unmade?

Seamus Heaney
Memory as a building or a city,
Well lighted, well laid out, appointed with
Tableaux vivants and costumed effigies—

Statues in purple cloaks, or painted red,
Ones wearing crowns, ones smeared with mud or blood:
So that the mind's eye could haunt itself

With fixed associations and learn to read
Its own contents in meaningful order,
Ancient textbooks recommended that

Familiar places be linked deliberately
With a code of images. You knew the portent
In each setting, you blinked and concentrated.

O Friend! I know not which way I must look  
For comfort, being, as I am, opprest,  
To think that now our life is only drest  
For show
William Wordsworth (1802)

Everything that was directly lived has moved away into a representation.
Guy Debord (1967)

Transparency is the new formula of legitimacy.
- Byung-Chul Han (2012)
O Santo Agostinho falava da concupiscência—que é esse desejo contínuo de se sentir atraído por determinadas coisas. O mundo moderno é um gigantesco contrato infinito de concupiscência.

- Luiz Felipe Pondé, Linhas Cruzadas (23/07/2026)
THAÍS
O excesso de linguagem produz uma escassez de significado?

PONDÉ
Com certeza.

Linhas Cruzadas (23/04/2026)
We dream of  lost vocabularies, and from nowhere,
a word is worth a thousand pictures.
What you say doesn’t have to be true.
It only has to be imaginable. 

David Kirby
Reality is a cliché from which we escape by metaphor.
Wallace Stevens
I think language is more than capable
of looking out for itself, don’t you? I mean, when was 
the last time you looked at the list of synonyms for
baffled? They’re among the best in the English language: 
puzzled, nonplused, discombobulated, flummoxed, stumped, 
fogged, bewildered, buffaloed.

David Kirby
Like a door
the body opened and
the soul looked out.
Timidly at first, then
less timidly
until it was safe.
Then in hunger it ventured.
Then in brazen hunger,
then at the invitation
of any desire.

The balled
Pulp of your heart
Confronts its small
Mill of silence

Sylvia Plath
To be both author of
this statue, and the statue itself.

Frank Bidart
You wear your body as if without
illusions. 

Frank Bidart
The poem is a veil
Frank Bidart

V  E  I  L,—as if silk that you in fury must thrust repeatedly
high at what the eye, your eye, naked cannot see
catches, clinging to its physiognomy.
Reality is not, reality must be sought and won.
Paul Celan
Frank Bidart

Whatever lies still uncarried from the abyss within
me as I die dies with me.
Freedom is the recognition of necessity.
Hegel

The way to approach freedom
was to acknowledge necessity
- Frank Bidart

P.S. Bidart recasts Hegel's philosophical proposition as an ethics of acknowledgment, shifting the emphasis from conceptual recognition to existential acceptance.
with an interest, and regard, and affection
frank bidart
semioteca

The deepest feeling always shows itself in silence;  
not in silence, but restraint.

Marianne Moore
To a snail
Marianne Moore

If “compression is the first grace of style,”  
you have it. Contractility is a virtue  
as modesty is a virtue.  
It is not the acquisition of any one thing  
that is able to adorn,  
or the incidental quality that occurs  
as a concomitant of something well said,  
that we value in style,  
but the principle that is hid:  
in the absence of feet, “a method of conclusions”;  
“a knowledge of principles,”  
in the curious phenomenon of your occipital horn.
(...) sooner or later
you will have to name me, and,
as you name, I shall focus,
I shall become more precise.

Thom Gunn
Havien dit que el desig pot trucar
a la porta del no-desig,
i que, si està tancada, s'hi va ficant pam a pam.

Tònia Passola
Ripples of fluid sorrow
Argyris Stavropoulos
Farther
Ursula K. Le Guin

Adrift adrift
on the sound of rain
on a windless sea
in a sailless skiff
Self-islanded by thought and dream
the solitary soul
forgets the deepest depth, the earth
that joins us all

Ursula K. Le Guin
In the vast abyss before time
Ursula K. Le Guin
My eyes can see a star,
but not my mind.
The more I think, the more
I am unfamiliar.

Ursula K. Le Guin
But even a silent interlocutor adds
something to a narrative, which turns
in spirals, auricular labyrinths, to add
conjunction and conjecture.

Marilyn Hacker
History
cycles over in place, unless we learn
something from the cycle
—learn to unlearn
what’s overdetermined.

Marilyn Hacker
Parce que c’était lui; parce que c’était moi.
- Montaigne
This morning
at five fear seized me and clung
like a leech, a tick, napalm:
what could calm its ravening?

Marilyn Hacker
Ah! que le monde est grand à la clarté des lampes!
Aux yeux du souvenir, que le monde est petit.

Charles Baudelaire
What you regret you redress
if you can; use; don’t forget.

Marilyn Hacker
Crave nothing, accept the morning’s washed and proffered air
brushing blued eyelids with an oblique desire.

Marilyn Hacker
I tell myself:
“Insanity is the insistence on meaning.”

Frank Bidart
A solução do problema da vida percebe-se no desaparecimento desse problema.
Ludwig Wittgenstein
my baffled infatuations
frank bidart
up or down from the infinite C E N T E R
B R I M M I N G at the winking rim of time

the voice in my head said

LOVE IS THE DISTANCE
BETWEEN YOU AND WHAT YOU LOVE

Frank Bidart





Sarah, Heartstopper Forever (2026)

CHARLIE
Do you need me?

NICK
Yeah. So much.

One sound is saying, 'You are not worth tuppence.
But neither is anybody. Watch it! Be severe.'
The other says, 'Go with it! Give and swerve.
You are everything you feel beside the river.'

Seamus Heaney
Telemachus' Detachment
Louise Glück

When I was a child looking
at my parents’ lives, you know
what I thought? I thought
heartbreaking. Now I think
heartbreaking, but also
insane. Also
very funny.
Another thing: name one other person
who doesn’t have furniture.

Louise Glück
passionate,
like Maria Callas

Louise Glück
Por um momento, permaneceu imóvel, tentando apreender a estranha imobilidade ao seu redor. Era como a tentativa impossível de criar uma imagem sensorial da existência. Não havia nenhum atributo da realidade a ser percebido, nada além de sua ausência; não existia movimento, como se aquilo não fosse um trem, e sim um quarto num prédio.

- Aynd Rand, A revolta de Atlas
The soul is silent.
Louise Glück
I don’t want to be a thing
I want to be becoming

Dorothea Lasky
Nothing is anything if you say that it is
It is quiet and not a sound

- Dorothea Lasky
The Tao that can be spoken is not the constant Tao.
The name that can be named is not the constant name.

And you aren’t even thinking of me
Dorothea Lasky
Brief reflection on the word Pain
Miroslav Holub

Wittgenstein says: the words ‘It hurts’ have replaced
     tears and cries of pain. The word ‘Pain’
     does not describe the expression of pain but replaces it.
     Thus it creates a new behaviour pattern
     in the case of pain.

The word enters between us and the pain
     like a pretence of silence.
     It is a silencing. It is a needle
     unpicking the stitch
     between blood and clay.

The word is the first small step
     to freedom
     from oneself. 

In case others     
are present. 
The silence was inviolable
like the surface of a mirror.

Miroslav Holub
Go and open the door.
    Maybe outside there’s
    a tree, or a wood,
    a garden,
    or a magic city.

Miroslav Holub
You ask the secret.
It has just one name:
again.

Miroslav Holub
You only love
when you love in vain.

Miroslav Holub
Pray for one thing:
deep earnestness- that which proved fatal to many 
But pray for one more thing more,
a thing that only the strong are granted:
taciturnity of heart.

Karin Boye
‘Perspective brings significance,’ we say
Philip Larkin
All day I tried to distinguish
need from desire.

Louise Glück
If I could write to you
about this emptiness

Louise Glück
On depression
AR

They look at me as a was.
Not an is, nor even a to be.
A done me. Or worse—
a forgotten I.
Paralysis, or peace,
Whichever

- Louise Glück
Limiar
AR

Não entro.
Não saio.

Penso
a porta.
I found you by design or
was it your design
or: we were drawn, we drew

Adrienne Rich
Love for twenty-six years, you can’t stop
A withered petunia’s crisp
the bud sticky
The flower engulfed in its own purple
both are dark
So common, nothing
like it

Adrienne Rich
The signature to a life requires
the search for a method
rejection of posturing
trust in the witnesses
a vial of invisible ink
a sheet of paper held steady
after the end-stroke
above a deciphering flame

Adrienne Rich
THAÍS
O capitalismo conseguiu customizar até o sagrado?

PONDÉ
Ah, você compra o sagradinho em qualquer lugar.

Linhas Cruzadas (16/07/2026)
Todo lo que en tu ciudad esté vivo proclamará tu nombre y te verás
honrado alabado y honrado

y tú mismo dirás tu nombre como si te miraras al espejo

porque ya no distinguirás entre los adoradores y el ídolo

Probablemente serás feliz

Julio Cortázar
how beautiful it was to know that you
were there like an oasis

- julio cortázar
the light that fell in love with statues
- howard moss
A silence already filled with noises
John Ashbery
There are parts of you
that want the sadness.
Find them out. Ask them why.

- Yrsa Daley-Ward
love doesn’t always mean you should stay
yrsa daley-ward
panacea
yrsa daley-ward

You told me I seemed haunted.
It was three a.m. and you could still smell
the storm clouds under my skin.
You can’t quell depression by making
love.
But we tried.
But we tried,
oh, we did.
You’re so quiet you’re almost
                                                 tomorrow.

- Ocean Vuong
I called him, but he gave no answer.
Caravaggio (1986)
Caravaggio, 1986