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SYDNEY
You... You love this.
CARMY
I used to, yeah.
SYDNEY
Not now?
CARMY
No. No. I just... I feel like I don't have anything to draw on, you know? I don't have anything to pull from.
- The Bear, S04E10
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who am I now— a flicker or the flame?
who was I before the mirrors broke and names forgot themselves?
these scatterings, those selves in passage— did they bear my shadow or wear my face?
and what wisdom lives in knowing too late, when all that’s left is the bruise of becoming?
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